I went somewhere far today after my shift to meet someone. I spent almost two hours traveling and while on the road (maybe due to lack of sleep) I came to a weird realization. I just realized that in our everyday existence, we are governed by distance and that the main purpose for our existence is to overcome that distance.
In everything we do, we try to breach some kind of distance but more often than not, we fail. In the laws of Physics, no two objects can occupy the same position at the same time, thus, in the physical sense that distance is ever present. Im sure everyone would wonder where am I arriving at but I just felt like it is a sad reality that distance is the driving force of our everyday existence. Being far from the people we love physically is a sad experience but imagine if it goes to another level. In my job as a call center agent, I noticed that we all want to be seated next to the person we like or feel really comfortable with and when get seated apart from them, one way or another, we feel miserable. Same and more perhaps with our special someone, we just cant get enough of them and I definitely agree with the Corrs in saying that everybody is searching for intimacy.
In every relationship we had, it is not a question of whether we love the person or not, but whether we grow close or apart from them. Dont we most of the time use statements like we have grown apart, were living separate lives, etc . . . to describe a relationship that failed? And sometimes we so love the person but the distance between you two have grown so far that you cant find your way back to him?
Ever wonder how one so close, together almost every minute, doing almost everything together, sharing almost everything together and loving each other more than their own life but could simply say goodbye. I guess Distance just grew stronger between them.
But what is worse than having someone near you, physically there, holding you, kissing you and all that but his mind and heart is somewhere else? What is worse than being separated from than person in that manner? Would you still be willing to pursue and still run to that person in a desperate attempt to win him back and breach the distance between you two, even if that person seems to be running away from you? And if you went that far for him but he is running faster and you were not able to catch up, and you ran so far for him but still got left behind, where would the road lead you then?
I hope Im making sense, I cant get my thoughts well organized, Im distracted by customers calling (sisihin daw ba callers, kasi sa work ginagawa blog---sabi ng katabi ko:)
Having loved someone and failed brought me to this path where Im just surrounded by distance . . . I tried to breach distance and engage in a relationship but somehow it doesnt work . . . it just made me realize that the distance between me and love itself have gone to somewhere that seemed to have gone beyond my reach . . . thus, my FINAL DISTANCE . . . (posted 062705 on friendster blog)
In everything we do, we try to breach some kind of distance but more often than not, we fail. In the laws of Physics, no two objects can occupy the same position at the same time, thus, in the physical sense that distance is ever present. Im sure everyone would wonder where am I arriving at but I just felt like it is a sad reality that distance is the driving force of our everyday existence. Being far from the people we love physically is a sad experience but imagine if it goes to another level. In my job as a call center agent, I noticed that we all want to be seated next to the person we like or feel really comfortable with and when get seated apart from them, one way or another, we feel miserable. Same and more perhaps with our special someone, we just cant get enough of them and I definitely agree with the Corrs in saying that everybody is searching for intimacy.
In every relationship we had, it is not a question of whether we love the person or not, but whether we grow close or apart from them. Dont we most of the time use statements like we have grown apart, were living separate lives, etc . . . to describe a relationship that failed? And sometimes we so love the person but the distance between you two have grown so far that you cant find your way back to him?
Ever wonder how one so close, together almost every minute, doing almost everything together, sharing almost everything together and loving each other more than their own life but could simply say goodbye. I guess Distance just grew stronger between them.
But what is worse than having someone near you, physically there, holding you, kissing you and all that but his mind and heart is somewhere else? What is worse than being separated from than person in that manner? Would you still be willing to pursue and still run to that person in a desperate attempt to win him back and breach the distance between you two, even if that person seems to be running away from you? And if you went that far for him but he is running faster and you were not able to catch up, and you ran so far for him but still got left behind, where would the road lead you then?
I hope Im making sense, I cant get my thoughts well organized, Im distracted by customers calling (sisihin daw ba callers, kasi sa work ginagawa blog---sabi ng katabi ko:)
Having loved someone and failed brought me to this path where Im just surrounded by distance . . . I tried to breach distance and engage in a relationship but somehow it doesnt work . . . it just made me realize that the distance between me and love itself have gone to somewhere that seemed to have gone beyond my reach . . . thus, my FINAL DISTANCE . . . (posted 062705 on friendster blog)
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