[words get in the way]

i realized you're seeing someone new. . .the realization hit me like a bomb, shattering my heart into pieces. . . Another proof that the truth fucking hurts! i don't believe he knows you like i do. . . then came denial, excuses. . . make myself believe that he might be wrong, that soon, he will come to his senses and forget about the other guy for me. your temperamental moody side, the one you're always tryin to hide from me. . .then it hit me, i may not really know him after all. . .am i just pretending to know when you have something on your mind, you've been tryin to tell me for the longest time . . . i guess all the while im just fooling myself, and before you break my heart in two there's something i've been tryin to say to you. . .
but the words got in the way, there's so much i want to say, so much that i don't even know where to start, it seems too big in my head that i can't find the right words and right things to say, it's locked deep inside and if you look in my eyes, we might fall in love again, another sad attempt to win him back. i won't even start to cry, please no, at least leave me with my pride, and before we say goodbye, i guess there's no other way. The saddest part is that i try to say i love you, but the words get in the way. . .
your heart has always been an open door but baby i don't even know you anymore, if i ever knew you at all, and despite the fact it's hurting me, if you only know much it hurts, i know the time has come to set you free. . .